lol jk sorry for the attention grabber. XD
I'm pissed and thoughtful.
[link]HE FRIGGEN STOLE MY SIGGY SAYING THING.
I spammed him till he said he got it from me.
This kid is so annoying. I've talked to him on aim and he's like 13, but he claims to be married on DA -_-
Sad.
XDD ANYWHOO.
If ya'll aren't watching

or

yet, DO IT NOW!!
XD THEY ARE AWESOME AND HILARIOUS! We had a chatroom today and I called their computers...oh mai...what we talked about...o mai...
Also add

. She's awesome too and soooo funny, but she's sad now and needs some cheering up =/
Add me on msn if you haven't already!
lotrtkdchic@mail2web.com
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I'm totally re-doing my room punk and fuzzy, I bought this SWEET floor lamp at target for only twenty bucks!
Now it's like, the ultimate relaxation to sit on my trundle-turned-couch against all the pillows with an incense stick lighted, green tea in hand, while Samba music is playing in the backround.
It's soooo sweet!
I HAVE AN ENTIRE WALL DEVOTED TO KANAME AND YUKI FROM VAMPIRE KNIGHT XDD
And I've got a creepy exercize ball that, for some depraved reason, looks like a 'dildo ball'
[link]DUDE xD
yeah.
I'm a lot happier now. I'm dealing with all the shit in my life, slowly...
But I'm kinda scared now.
I told my counselor at camp something nobody else knows about me (except for my bestest friend, and I didn't even tell her the whole thing) and she said she had to tell her senior counselor..and they might talk to my parents..who would deny everything and they don't see things the same as normal people and they would be sooooo mad at me and say I was lying and my life would be OVER!!!
OVAR D8
Like, I JUST re-mended my relationship with my parents. And now it's about to be broken down again because of something I confided in someone I thought wouldn't think it serious enough to tell someone else.
Life feels so serious now...
Everyone keeps telling me that I look 'so cute and innocent' but I am exactly the oppisite...I know so many things that I REALLY wish I didn't know.
And no, I'm not completely talking about sex XD
not like that.
Other things.
Imma go clean my extremely messy room now.